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July 31, 2005

Further Along on the Nursing Exercise

I've begun to get some e-mails from folks trying the nursing exercise and the pituitary massage. One person claimed that his cheeks and neck area became sore. I explained that he was doing the nursing much too forcefully, and to back off and copy the ways babies suckle at the breast.

Another claims to get cramps from the sucking action. I have occasionally experienced a cramp under my chin, but not from this particular nursing exercise. Once again, gentle and easy does it. That especially applies to the pituitary massage. I find that five relatively mild 'tugs' -- inhales with the nostrils clamped as described below -- are quite enough to put my head in a pleasant state. Easy, guys, easy!

Someone else wanted to know how to do the French "R" from the purring exercise. It's basically a gargling sound in the back of the throat. I have found that the lower into the chest I can go with the purr, the more rewarding it is in terms of energy flow.

This morning I was able once again to move from deep sleep to sucking on my palette/uvula directly. I found myself also drawing up on my anal sphincter in the traditional hatha yoga mulabandha squeeze (same as the Kegel exercise now popular for strengthening the pelvic muscles). I also was placing all the action on the inhale, so it felt like I was beginning the inhale from my rear end. This also triggered pulling in on the diaphragm and raising the chest. All in all, a kind of full-body 'inhale/nurse.' Of course on the exhale I relaxed everything -- with a long sigh. Ten of these proved quite rewarding, and then I went back to my usual nursing exercise.

July 30, 2005

More on Palette-Uvula Nursing & Pituitary Exercise

From early feedback I'm getting, perhaps my description of the exercise needs tweaking. Here's more:

Place the tongue behind lower teeth comfortably, raise the middle of the tongue to create a vacuum between the tongue and the back palette and suck rhythmically, allowing the vacuum area to widen backwards towards the soft area and the uvula, that little fleshy thing hanging from the back of your throat. Sometimes I first become very still until I can feel my heartbeat in my chest, and then I suck in time with my heartbeat.
I think of the tongue as the uppermost petal of the petals of the heart flower.

I recently read that the pineal gland in the fetus forms not from brain tissue but from the soft palette tissue of the growing mouth. This is very interesting, because it suggests a connection between the two areas. Thus 'nursing' on the soft palette may give the pineal a long-distance massage -- or at least a 'message'.
A SMILE helps this one along too.

Don't try these while driving or operating dangerous equipment. These can be really powerful!

If you still need to be convinced that exercises of this sort work, here's a quickie pituitary massage: Hold the nostrils closed and do a series of 'tugs' (inhales) from the nasal cavity. This creates a vacuum in that area and moves the sphenoid bone behind the sphenoid sinus enough to vibrate the pituitary. This also gives the
stomach muscles a good work-out! Don't do anything painful!

Approach both exercises with caution, especially if you have any medical condition. Don't overdo!

July 29, 2005

Easy Access to Nirvana - Going All The Way This Time!

This morning I managed to start my waking-up nursing exercise earlier than usual. That is, I began sucking on my soft palette and uvula while still half-asleep -- the 'sleep-nursing' that babies do. About twenty of these 'pulls' and I dissolved into the sleep-bliss state but still remained conscious. Oh-my-gosh, what ecstasy! I went on to do about two hundred more, ignoring the signals that I had reached my 'bliss tolerance ceiling' (more about that another time) and by then my whole body was in an indescribable state of flowing energies. I am not kidding you! And I am not exaggerating.
One definition of stupidity must be to keep searching for something you already have in your hand. That is exactly what I've been doing. I've been holding onto this priceless gem of an exercise, 'polishing' it a little every morning (maybe up to about 100 'pulls' at most), but then dropping it when I hit my 'bliss tolerance level' and starting my normal morning routine. I must be truly crazy. Here I am, sitting on at least this one exercise that easily achieves a bliss state so intense that I have to STOP before I melt into a puddle, and do I concentrate on it? No, I start wondering what to have for breakfast, where the car is parked, etc. Insanity is to keep looking for ways to enlightenment when I already have discovered at least two that trigger my definition of Nirvana - that incredible bliss we experience every night while asleep but we are not conscious to enjoy.
Anyway, I'm going to toot my horn again (I already have written about this several times on my website). Perhaps I can convince at least a few folks to try this and let me know if it works for them too. If not, then I'm just one very lucky guy that God has taken under Her soft and downy wing. (By the way,if you are suffering from any sort of heart condition, please check with your physician before trying this. It really is a very potent exercise.)
When your heart chakra beams lusciously in all directions from this exercise, whatever the head decides to do is not at all bothersome! My goal is to keep the nursing-on-the-palette going all day today and see where I am by the end of the day! I need to put some sort of reminder on myself -- maybe a rubber band around my thumb? I'll report back tomorrow. No more dropping back down into everyday humdrum-hood. I'm going for the gold this time!

July 26, 2005

Baptism Originally Was A Near-Death Experience

Although the technique of baptism is never fully explained in the New Testament and in later commentaries, baptism, death and drowning frequently intermingle in various religious writings in a manner that I find intriguing. Let's also remember that over time, ceremonies tend to become less actual and more symbolic. However, to me it's obvious that the early Christians underwent some sort of experience that was at least as strong as whatever the mystery religions of the time offered. When the Christians walked into the Coliseum to face ferocious beasts, they were 'already dead' or could not possibly have undergone such a trial of their faith so bravely. Baptism had to be seriously consciousness-altering, and I would presume it involved being ''dunked' and held under until you stopped struggling, with the celebrant's hand over your mouth and nostrils so you would not inhale water into your lungs. So in actual fact, it was a 'smothering' ceremony with the underwater aspect an additional incentive so that the person being baptized would not attempt to breathe.

(I recently ran this theory by the pastor of our local Presbyterian church, and to my amazement she agreed with my theory that baptism, now symbolic, had its origins in a Near-Death Experience [NDE])
Also see the following quotes:

Near-Death Experiences, Shamanism, and the Scientific Method
by J. Timothy Green, Ph.D.
This article was originally published in the IANDS "Journal of Near Death Studies" vol.16 #3 Spring 1998.
NDEs have been linked to a number of ancient traditions (Becker, 1984; Collins and Fishbane, 1991; Couliano, 1991; Greyson, 1993; Grosso, 1985; Moody, 1993, Moody and Perry, 1993; Platthy, 1993; Ring, 1984; Rinpoche, 1992; Zaleski, 1987), many of which were not only religious or philosophical systems, but actual methods of inducing direct spiritual experience. For example, Grosso (1985) has argued that the ancient Greek and Egyptian initiation rituals were actually highly developed methods of inducing NDEs in young priests-in-training. John White (1995) has discussed the belief that the original form of baptism, full body immersion, was one in which the initiate was held under water until near drowning, thereby inducing an NDE.


http://www.i-breathe.com/thb33/new_page_4.htm

The Healing Breath Journal
Some Critical Issues in Stan & Christina Grof’s Holotropic Breathwork:
A discussion between Wilfried Ehrmann, Ph.D. & Stan Grof M.D., Ph.D.
It has been known for centuries that it is possible to influence consciousness by techniques that involve breathing. The procedures that have been used for this purpose by various ancient and non-Western cultures cover a very wide range from drastic interferences with breathing to subtle and sophisticated exercises of various spiritual traditions. Thus the original form of baptism practiced by the Essenes involved forced submersion of the initiate under water for an extended period of time. This resulted in a powerful experience of death and rebirth.

http://madisoniands.org/forums/index.php?act=ST&f=4&t=18
Madison IANDS Near Death Experiecnes
Ingrid Dilley's NDE Story
Hello, I’m Ingrid Dilley…..
In 1974, seven years after my near death experience, I met Dr. Stanislav Grof, a famous psychiatrist, who has now studied human consciousness for over 50 years. He was doing a grand rounds here in Madison and talking about his research and he compared near death experiences to spiritual awakening experiences and ceremonies that are available in every culture in the world…. He also talked about in Christianity about how Baptism was originally a near death experience which people had a near drowning experience and were held under water until they were reborn into the light. Obviously they weren’t very good at resuscitation back then so the ceremony evolved into what it is now, where water is simply dripped over the head.

http://murraycreek.net/labyrinth/lunarlaby.htm
Light on Life's Cycles & Initiations
By Ann K Elliott ©2002
"Even Christian baptism was initially a near-drowning experience."
1. Romans 6:3-6 - Or do you not know that as many of us as were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into His death? 4 Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.

http://www.planetkc.com/puritan/Articles/WaterBaptism_f.htm
Water Baptism by Mitch Cervinka
Although, therefore, Dr. Conant may find a very few cases in which the baptism was for a limited period, he can find no case in which a baptism can be converted into a dipping; therefore, he can find no case of the use of this Greek word by which the ritual practice of dipping a man into water, as a baptism, can be justified.
But it is said that "if a man is not taken out of the water he will be drowned, and that was never intended by Christian baptism."
But why was the man put into the water? "Why, to be baptized." Well, baptize will put a man into water, but it never did and never will take him out. This Dr. Conant admits; but, he adds, as the man is not intended to be drowned, he must be taken out of the hands of baptize, which otherwise would drown him. In other words, the Holy Spirit has employed a word which requires, absolutely, disciples to be put under water without making any provision for their withdrawal; and Dr. Conant has to find some way to remedy the defect , on the ground of an inference that they are not to be drowned! And all this when baptizw (baptizo) would have done just what Dr. Conant thinks necessary to volunteer to do, namely, to put in momentarily and withdraw; which word the Holy Spirit never once uses. ...
For example, Josephus describes a game played by young men while bathing in which they would seek to hold another's head under the water as if to drown him.
"Continually pressing down and IMMERSING (BAPTIZING) him while swimming, as if in sport, they did not desist till they had entirely suffocated him."
— Josephus ,Jewish Antiquities , Book XV, Chapter 3,3.
It should be noted that the "baptism" here is strictly an immersion into the water. It was understood that the immersed person would, on his own , emerge from the water once his head was released (although in this instance, their purpose was actually to drown him). Even when the participants did not have murderous intent, baptizw (baptizo) would put the youth's head in the water, but would not take it out. If he came back up, it was by his own strength and initiative, and not because of his "baptism". This, then, is no justification of Immersionist "baptism", whereby the one who puts a person in the water also lifts him out.

Charles F. Baker, A Dispensational Theology (Grand Rapids: Grace Bible College Publications, 1972), p. 547.
The inconsistency of equating dipping with immersing should be pointed out. The primary meaning of bapto is to dip and dip means not only to submerge an object in a liquid, but to immediately remove the object. Immerse, on the other hand, means to submerge an object with no thought whatsoever of removing it. The primary idea of baptizo is this latter idea, and it should be evident to baptize a person into water in the primary sense of the word would be to drown the person, and, in fact, that is exactly the frequent usage of the word in classical Greek.

http://www.guru-international.com/gray_monk/archives/000727.php
Where I grew up in South Africa there were a lot of splinter Christian groups, many of them exuberant in their worship. Some of them came from a “Baptist” tradition and met at least once a year at a river or dam to conduct baptism services by full immersion. These were always colourful affairs – and there would inevitably be some entertainment and some drama involved. On occasion it was difficult to tell the difference between the Ministers baptizing and the baptized, and the occasional drowning probably added something to the ritual as well.

http://www.shikanda.net/african_religion/bots3.htm
The State of African Independent Churches in Botswana
Typical (since it reflects a standard insistence, on the part of the Registrar’s office, with regard to unhealthy conditions of baptism which ought to be avoided) [5] is the Cabinet Minister’s praise of the church’s baptism pools:
‘On realizing the number of reported deaths due to drowning during baptism, and also I presume as a response to health campaigns, the church decided to build baptism pools’ in Mochudi, Mahalapye and Mmadinare.

http://cat.xula.edu/tpr/people/sattler/
Radical Reformation Movement
In the month following the drafting of the Schleitheim Confession, Sattler and his wife were arrested, tried, and convicted of heresy. As a result of his conviction, on May 20, 1527, Sattler was taken to the town marketplace in Rottenburg and tortured. … Two days after his execution, Margaretha Sattler was executed by drowning, often called "the third baptism" by authorities.
Above, I mentioned the dual persecution of Anabaptists by both Protestant Reformers and Catholics. With rare exception, the Anabaptists submitted to martyrdom in the spirit of the early Christians. A popular method for killing anabaptists was to attach them to a heavy object and drown them. This was because the Anabaptists believed that a baptism which was not entered into by the will of the one being baptized was no baptism at all. The Protestants and Catholics chose to give them one last baptism, drowning.

http://www.christian-discovery.co.nz/Baptism/
Baptism is therefore a graphic picture of death by drowning and the putting of the dead out of sight. The old order is finished with. It has passed away. Then after a momentary pause—more evident when the believer bows forward or is baptised forward from a kneeling position—there is the emergence from the grave by the Lord’s enabling risen power and in His company. In this way there is the showing forth of newness of life in Christ. Baptism is the happiest burial service a person can have—and a quick resurrection follows it.
Recall that we are saved through Christ, crucified and risen. But this can occur only when we are united with Him in His death and resurrection. He brings us down by the death of the old self-centred nature, but He raises us up by His resurrection power. Our baptism proclaims this.
In describing NT baptism, one man writes: “The one under instruction prior to baptism now strips himself of his old clothes and goes down into the depths of the water as if to lose his life by drowning, and then rises up out of the water to live again, washed and cleansed, and puts on fresh clothes. What a rich and unforgettable symbolism of putting off the old man (with his clothes and wrappings and self) and putting on the new” (Baillie).

http://members.aol.com/uticacw/baptist/baptism9.html
For example, some Greek texts say that a person is baptized to indicate that he is drowned; similarly, a ship that has been baptized has in fact been sunk or otherwise disabled. Many uses of the verb 'baptizo' are of a still more metaphorical nature. In classical Greek texts, one baptizes a cup when he dips it into a krater to draw out wine (e.g., Aristopho 14.5). From this, to say that a person is baptized in wine means simply that he is drunk (e.g., Plato, Symp. 176b). So too, a person or thing can be said to be baptized when faced with some sort of trouble or difficulty (e.g., Plato, Euthd, 277d).
We may gain a fuller appreciation of the polysemous nature of the verb 'baptizo' by briefly reviewing its occurrences in the writings of Flavius Josephus. Most often, Josephus employs 'baptizo' to indicate the drowning of a person or the wrecking of a ship. However, he also describes a person drunk to the point of insensibility as having been "baptized" (AJ, 10.169). So too, a group of young men who are all but lost owing to the intrigues of Salome are described as "baptized" (BJ 1.535), and Jerusalem is "baptized" when it faces destruction by the Romans and Jewish treason (BJ 4.137).

http://www.ntrf.org/Manual/15teach.htm
39. What does "baptism" (baptizo) evidently mean as used in Mk 10:35-40 (Cp Mt 20:20-23)? See Mk 10:32-32. It carries the idea of being overwhelmed with calamity. Also, since baptizo was also a form of execution (by drowning), it could be that Jesus used it here as a reference to martyrdom. Either way, its use here suggests intensive imagery…
Our English word "baptize" is merely a letter for letter transliteration of the original Greek. Outside the Bible, baptizo was used in reference to sunken ships (Thayer) or with reference to men who perished by drowning (Brown, NIDNTT, I, p. 144). BAGD thus defines it as meaning to "dip, immerse, plunge, sink, drench, over-whelm."

http://www.ntrf.org/regen.html
Baptism's Practice by Steven Atkerson
Nearly every church "baptizes" its converts, either by pouring, immersing, or sprinkling. The Greek behind our English word "baptize" is baptizo. According to Thayer’s lexicon, one use of this word outside the Bible was with reference to sunken ships. G. R. Beasley-Murray, in his article on baptism in The New International Dictionary of New Testament Theology (Colin Brown, editor), stated that in Classical Greek it meant "to cause to perish (as by drowning a man)." BAGD defines baptizo as "dip, immerse" and points out that even in non-Christian literature it meant "plunge, sink, drench, overwhelm." J. D. G. Dunn wrote in the New Bible Dictionary (J. D. Douglas, editor) that New Testament baptism was "probably by immersion." Even Webster’s New Collegiate Dictionary , in giving the Greek root for "baptize," defines baptizein as "to dip." Those proficient in Koine Greek are fairly well agreed that baptizo generally means immerse: "Despite assertions to the contrary, its seems that baptizo , both in Jewish and Christian contexts, normally meant ‘immerse,’ and that even when it became a technical term for baptism, the thought of immersion remains. The use of term for cleansing vessels (as in Le 6:28) does not prove the contrary, since vessels were normally cleansed by immersing them in water" (Brown, NIDNTT , I, p. 144).
Liddel and Scott point out in their Greek-English Lexicon that baptizo means "to dip repeatedly, to dip under." J.L Dagg noted, "The Greek language continued to be spoken for many years after the times of the apostles. During all this period they, to whom the word baptizo was vernacular, understood it to signify immerse ; and immersion has always been the practice of the Greek church to the present day. The Greeks must have understood the meaning of their own word. The Latin fathers also understood the word in the same way; and immersion prevailed in the western as well as in the eastern churches, until near the time of the reformation. Effusion was allowed instead of immersion, in case of sickness; but it was accounted an imperfect baptism" (J.L. Dagg, Manual of Church Order, p 36).


http://articles.findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0MDO/is_5_30/ai_108790715/print

Elsewhere, Luther calls for submersion-completely covering the body with water; immersion is dipping part of the body in the water but not completely covering it. (13) LBW suggests pouring, but the Notes on the Liturgy in LBW-ME make immersion permissive. Both OSB and TLA speak of "applying water." RW3 suggests immersion as the preferred mode while also making pouring permissive. If a parish does not have a font large enough for submersion or immersion, a larger temporary font can be constructed easily. (14) Such abundant use of water clearly speaks the "drowning" and incorporation into the death and resurrection of Christ that are essential aspects of the sacrament of Holy Baptism.

http://www.faithlitchfield.com/resources/luther/archives/2003/10/index.php
Martin Luther's Writings
THE HOLY AND BLESSED SACRAMENT OF BAPTISM
1. Baptism [Die Taufe] is baptismos in Greek, and mersio in Latin, and means to plunge something completely into the water, so that the water covers it. Although in many places it is no longer customary to thrust and dip infants into the font, but only with the hand to pour the baptismal water upon them out of the font, nevertheless the former is what should be done. It would be proper, according to the meaning of the word Taufe, that the infant, or whoever is to be baptized, should be put in and sunk completely into the water and then drawn out again. For even in the German tongue the word Taufe comes undoubtedly from the word tier [deep] and means that what is baptized is sunk deeply into the water….
3. The significance of baptism is a blessed dying unto sin and a resurrection in the grace of God, so that the old man, conceived and born in sin, is there drowned, and a new man, born in grace, comes forth and rises. Thus St. Paul, in Titus 3[:5], calls baptism a "washing of regeneration,"….
4. This significance of baptism—the dying or drowning ofsin—is not fulfilled completely in this life. Indeed this does not happen until man passes through bodily death and completely decays to dust. As we can plainly see, the sacrament or sign of baptism is quickly over. But the spiritual baptism, the drowning of sin, which it signifies, lasts as long as we live and is completed only in death. Then it is that a person is completely sunk in baptism, and that which baptism signifies comes to pass. Therefore this whole life is nothing else than a spiritual baptism which does not cease till death, and he who is baptized is condemned to die. It is as if the priest, when he baptizes, were to say, "Lo, you are sinful flesh. Therefore I drown you in God's name and in his name condemn you to death, so that with you all your sins" may die and be destroyed."
Secondly, baptism was a way of identifying with Christ's death and resurrection. To be immersed in water was a symbol of "drowning" -- dying to sin, to the past, to the old life -- and “coming out of the water" was a symbol of resurrection – of being raised to new ways of living (see Romans 6: 3-4).

http://www.ctk-thornbury.org.uk/Sermon/B/B-Baptism-2000.htm
But it will be a baptism, and baptism means a death, a drowning. It means going down into the water and literally drowning. It is a death to self.

http://www.cotham.bristol.anglican.org/sermons/baptism_desert.htm
Baptism is a desperate measure. It’s one step off drowning yourself - only in another sense it’s a million miles away from that.

http://www.brdwyumc.org/worship_christianbaptism.php
For a desert people the most fearful form of death is the one they know least about – drowning. Yet Baptism, a ritual initiated by the desert people of Biblical times, is a rehearsal or symbolic enactment of a person going "under water" – drowning – and rising up again in new life.

http://www.postfun.com/pfp/news/archive/0899.html
BAPTISM DROWNING
09.07.99 Houston TX
A teenaged boy drowned during a baptism in the Houston river yesterday. The boy slipped away from the minister while he was under.

http://www.kingofkingslutheran.org/sermon0111.htm
Down into the water Jesus went at his Baptism in the River; down into the water completely, as the waters closed over his head: Baptism is drowning, literally drowning that Old Adam putting that sinful self to death.


http://www.salemfirstpres.org/msgs/s040111.htm

Martin Luther called baptism “death by drowning,” and old-time Baptists spoke of it as a “watery grave,” reminding us that Christian life is meant to be a call out of our old life and into a new one. As descendants of believers with such arresting language, we might fidget in discomfort to hear it repeated when we prefer to think of baptism as a cozy little sacrament in a softly-lit sanctuary. But when it comes to the subject of baptism, the Bible really means business —

http://www.immanuelevluth.org/sermons/s040125.htm
How well Luther understood how much like Saul we are by birth! We don't choose to come to Christ; Christ chooses us and comes to us. He causes the death of our Old Adam in the waters of Holy Baptism, drowning the Old Man. And then he brings us out of our watery tomb, resurrected with Christ, the New Adam. Every Christian Baptism is an act of God's grace no less than it was for the Apostle Paul. In Holy Baptism you and I were converted and brought to the true knowledge of Christ.

http://www.lcms.org/pages/internal.asp?NavID=3828

The merit of Christ's saving death on Calvary comes to us and is applied to us in Holy Absolution, just as it was in our Baptism. Holy Absolution is the on-going work of Holy Baptism, drowning our old, sinful nature in Adam and raising our new, sinless nature in Christ. "The free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Rom. 6:23).

http://www.crossings.org/theology/theolo96.htm
The Crossings Community, Inc . is the corporate name of an international ecumenical group begun in St. Louis, Missouri, USA in the 1970s to engage in theological study and to relate that study to Christians' secular callings.
Step 5--Advanced Prognosis: The Rightness of Drowning and Rising
Because we are in solidarity with our Lord, we too share in his baptism--his drowning into death and his rising again to new life. All the secret imaginations our hearts get to be crucified through repentance, to be washed away in the waters. And yet this letting go of vain imaginations is all in order to grasp the truly secure and certain hopes that come from the Messiah Jesus through whom the divine blessing becomes our own. We become the children of God, the beloved of God with whom the Father is pleased, by staking all of our trust in his Beloved One, Jesus.

http://www.blackbooknetwork.com/book_excerpt.htm
Ordinary Girl by Dona Summer (autobiography?)
I was only four feet eight inches at the time, and, sure enough, as I got nearer to the middle of the pool I found myself in well over my head. I kept jumping as Ricky had instructed; however, each time I hit the bottom of the pool, I had more and more difficulty coming back to the surface. I realized I was drowning and I started to panic. Just then I saw a couple of young boys dive into the pool right over my head. I thought they would know I was drowning if I could only grab one of their legs. With all the strength I had left in me, I grabbed, but water filled my lungs and I blacked out.
I have no idea how long I was unconscious, but somehow I came to and found myself walking along the bottom of the pool toward the shallow end. I kept walking across the bottom of the pool, no longer in a state of panic, but rather in a state of peace. I walked until the water receded across my face. Looking up, I opened my eyes and saw the beautiful blue sky. My first thought was "Heaven is so beautiful. Why was I so afraid to die?" The emergency bell rang, jerking me back into reality. My sisters and brother jumped into the pool and pulled me out.
To this day I think of my near drowning as a baptism. Although I had no idea how I miraculously survived, I knew God was watching over me. From that moment on, it was a matter of faith to me that He would continue to watch over me and that He must have something special in mind for me. I had no idea what the future would be, but somehow I knew it would be something wonderful.

http://www.precious-testimonies.com/BornAgain/o-r/PStroh.htm
Mom said she wouldn't worry or take me seriously as long as I wasn't baptized. On October 5, 1958, Herb Munce baptized me by immersion (and near drowning) in the little Hebrew Christian Church. It was not a pleasant experience. In fact, it was somewhat frightening. I felt as if I was going into a den of lions. I fully expected to die, which in a spiritual sense was what had happened.
Now my mother believed me - that I did believe in Jesus and she was not happy about it. She also sensed that I had met with a kind of death, and that I was more distanced from her. She wanted to know if I had become a Protestant or a Catholic - or what? I, too, wanted to know what I was now. I searched myself thoroughly inside and discovered I had become neither Protestant nor Catholic nor Gentile. Happily, I was still Jewish, and if anything - more so!

http://www.doyletics.com/_arj1/deeperse.htm
Deeper Secrets of Human History by Rudolf Steiner
In the Light of the Gospel of St. Matthew
Published by Rudolf Steiner Press, London in 1985
Book Review by Bobby Matherne ©2002
In the desert the Nazarene John was baptizing all comers in water. Steiner points out that with near drowning, the etheric body is loosened from the physical body, where it has been confined since the advent of rational thinking in the person of Abraham. Thus the cry of John the Baptist, "Repent Ye!" may be understood as "Change the tenor of your minds!" That admonition, followed by a loosening of the etheric body, produced a powerful change in the lives of those baptized. John attacked the Pharisees, descendants of Ishmael, and warned them that in a true baptism, they will experience their etheric body as the "Lamb of God" and not as the "Serpent," as their ancestors had always done.

July 25, 2005

Death Rattles and Advanced Yoga Practices

"The task of the seeker of eternity is to die while living."
This phrase was written by Richard Rose, an enlightened
teacher based in W. Va. who recently ascended off-planet.
(I would add "and practice the death rattle daily in order to
understand its true meaning - an outward indication of
intense bliss, just like snoring in deep sleep.")

For instructions, read the item here titled
"Snarling All the Way to Nirvana."

The theory: if I watch what how bodies behave at moments of
highest ecstasy (deep sleep, for example), and copy this
behavior while in my so-called my awake state of mind, this
copied behavior should re-evoke a similar state. For me, it
works.

Every deeply spiritual experience includes some version of
the death experience. Even Christian baptism, in its origins,
was basically holding a person under water until they 'saw
the light'. The trick for the baptizer was to know when to
let them back up again. Actually the water I think was there
as an add-on. The baptizer clapped his hand over the
person's nostrils and mouth to keep them from inhaling H2O.

Holding your breath also is a yoga technique - pausing
at the top of the inhale for a moment - that can help purify the
nervous system, but it has to be approached carefully.

Check out the Advanced Yoga Practices website for a good look
at expert advice on the techniques of spinal breathing, etc.
http://www.aypsite.com/
The teacher, Yogani, has discovered a way to remain anonymous,
which is a great discovery because it keeps the guru-worship
thing from starting up. I highly recommend Yogani's new novel
"The Secrets of Wilder" as a way to experience his approach to yoga 'in
action' so to speak, plus a great love story. Here's my review on
Amazon.com:

This book should not be missed by anyone who is interested in their own spiritual evolution - or, for that matter, in the spiritual evolution of our planet. Framed within a cosmic love story that begins with the protagonists in high school, it encompasses a wide panorama of meditative teachings that can be applied easily both by young adults and by oldsters already set in their ways - such as me. Beautifully and sensitively written, I cannot imagine anyone coming away from its pages without having learned something profoundly new about themselves. When I finished reading the last page of the story, tears came to my eyes and a strong yearning overcame me. "So may it be," I said aloud. "So may it come to pass for all of us."

How often does a book appear without anyone knowing who the author is? We have no photo, no list of achievements on the back cover, and I don't think we are going to see Yogani on the morning talk shows. Despite the amazing success of the Advanced Yoga Practices online list that drew more than seven thousand subscribers and now has its own website and forums (and also now as the book "Advanced Yoga Practices"), Yogani protects his anonymity. We are told nothing about the originator of this extraordinary novel other than in the brief biographical note at the end: `Yogani is an American spiritual scientist who, for more than thirty years, has been integrating ancient spiritual techniques from around the world that cultivate human spiritual
transformation. The approach he has developed is non-sectarian and open to all."

Again I repeat, "Don't miss this book." I am buying extra copies for my three sons and close friends. And if they find the exercises launch them into deeper levels of spirit, they - and you - can move on to the "Advanced Yoga Practices" book itself. Yogani promises us that more is forthcoming. I, for one, can't wait!

July 21, 2005

Cooperation in the Genome

from page 45 in Bruce Lipton's recently published
"The Biology of Belief:"
(highly recommended_

..."Today's understanding of cooperation in nature goes much deeper than the easily observable ones. 'Biologists are becoming increasingly aware that animals have coevolved, and continue to coexist, with diverse assemblages of microorganisms that are required for normal health and development, according to a recent article in Science called 'We Get By With A little Help From Our (Little) Friends.' [Ruby et al, 2004]/ The study of these relationships is now a rapidly growing field called 'Systems Biology."
Ironically, in recent decades we have been taught to wage war against microorganisms with everything from anti-bacterial soap to antibiotics. But that simplistic message ignores the fact that many bacteria are essential to our health...
Recent advanced in genome science have revealed an additional mechanism of cooperation among species. Living organisms, it turns out, actually integrate their cellular communities by sharing their genes. It had been thought that genes are passed on only to their progeny... Now scientists realize that genes are shoared not only among the individual members of a species, but also among members of different species. The sharing of genetic information via _gene transfer_ speeds up evolution since organisms can acquire 'learned' experiences from other organisms. [Nitz, et al, 2004; Pennisi 2004, Boucher, et al, 2003; Dutta and Pan, 2002;l Cogarten 2003] Given this sharing of genes, organisms can no longer be seen as disconnected entities; there is no wall between species. Daniel Drell, managed of the Department of Energy's microbial genome program, told 'Science' in (2001 294:1634): "...we can no longer comfortably say what is a species anymore." [Pennisi 2001]
... For instance, tinkering with the genes of a tomato may not stop at that tomato, but could alter the entire biosphere in ways that we cannot foresee. Already there is a study that shows that when humans digest genetically modified food, the artificially created genes transfer into and alter the character of the beneficial bacteria in the intestine. [Heritage 2004; Netherwood, et al, 2004] Similarly, gene transfer among genetically engineered agricultural crops and surrounding native species has given rise to highly resistant species deemed superweed. [Milius 2003; Haygood, et al 2003; Desplanque, et al, 2002; Spencer and Snow 2001] Genetic engineers have never taken the reality of gene transfer into consideration when they have introduced genetically modified organisms into the environment. We are now beginning to experience the dire consequences of this oversight as their engineered genes are spreading and altering other organisms in the environment [Watrud, et al, 2004]
Genetic evolutionists warn that if we faily to apply the lessons of our shared genetic destiny... we threaten human existence.

July 10, 2005

We All Arrive As Bliss Bundles. So?

I am someone who believes deeply in the 'diamond-in-the rough' view of humanity, and at the same time convinced that Mother Nature intended us to feel good about life and about ourselves - and provided ways to achieve this that do not require retiring into the forests and staring at our navels for years on end.
For this reason, I've dedicated my 'golden years' of retirement (I prefer to call it 're-energizement') to rediscovering, hopefully for more than myself, the 'built-in' methods that Mother designed for us to remain 'in the flow' (see the blog posting for 6/21 here titled 'My Two Favorite Easy Ecstatic Exercises).
Currently I am researching materials for an article about how our perception of light gets used in the body for various purposes, including our emotional health. So far it's been mostly information on Seasonal Affective Disorder, although the Sufi Crazy Wisdom teacher Gurdjieff has something to say about it in a somewhat hidden way (Google on 'kundabuffer'). Also a current meditation teacher, Almaas, says the following about Cosmic Consciousness that seems useful in this context:

from "The Pearl Beyond Price," pg 433, Almaas

Cosmic Consciousness has the following characteristics:
* It is a Presence. It is a very soft Presence; gentle, delicate, smooth and flowing. One is like a wisp, like a delicate and soft cloud.
* It is conscious. This Presence is experienced as the very stuff of consciousness.
* It feels like light itself, but more like the substance of light, not as rays of light, but as a flow of light, as an ocean of light. It is "light upon light".
* It is Love. This conscious substance of light is soft, gentle, tender and sweet. It is loving. It is as if one becomes an ocean of Love that is conscious. So one can call it conscious love, or the Loving Light. In traditional literature this is sometimes referred to as Universal Love or Christ Love. It is both Consciousness and Love in the same Presence.
* It is boundless. There is no sense of individual or personal boundaries in this aspect of Being. The conscious and loving Presence is felt to pervade everything, to extend infinitely, as a homogeneous soft medium
* The Cosmic Consciousness is responsible for the appearance of form. This can be seen in a deeper experience and appreciation of this aspect of Being. One realizes that this conscious Presence is not only one's own nature and substance, but that it is the nature and substance of all existence, including the physical universe.

Ramon comments: I suggest that the actual, physical perception of light should also transform into a 'flow' experience if all of our acquired 'filters' dissolve and we become again as open and innocent as we were when we entered this world.
"Okay, wise guy," someone is saying. "Just how do you accomplish that?"
We all experience an edge of this whenever we enjoy a beautiful sunset, or have what is now called 'qualia' - see definition below. As for how to 'accomplish' this, I'm not sure it can be except by learning to relax deeper and deeper into our innate 'beinghood...' But then, I'll share the essay-in-progess when it's finished. Meanwhile, here is the -- to me -- new concept of 'qualia,' a word derived from the Latin word for 'qualities.'
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Humans Seek Qualia

Often in Japan, you see groups of women taking a
trip together. What do you suppose they are
expecting from this trip? Some will climb a
mountain, and others will explore a tourist area.
Some will soak in a hot spring, and some will enjoy
the local cuisine. Destinations and activities may
vary, but in the end, all of them are looking for the
same thing.

. . . People seek new, undiscovered qualia. Wanting to
eat a manju (a sweet) particular to an area, for example, is a
manifestation of this human desire. The traveler is
not seeking nourishment or notable healthfulness
from the manju. No, she hopes to experience qualia
heretofore unknown to her.

Qualia have the quality of being unknown until
experienced. The qualia of food, for example,
cannot be understood until eaten, no matter how
much someone tries to describe its delicious flavor.
The fact that qualia cannot be ours unless
experienced makes untried qualia all the more
appealing. We travel, watch movies, and go to the
theater to satisfy our desire for and to consume
qualia.

This idea, that humans are driven by a desire for
qualia, applies as well to romantic relationships.
This idea also applies to our appetite for culture.
We want to delight in good literature.
We want to enjoy beautiful music.
We want to experience new things in movies.

These desires are particular to humans. The drive
for qualia does not appear to result from biological
necessity and cannot be found in any other animals.
Humans seek qualia.
[end quote]
-=-=-=-=-=-=

I would tentatively suggest that humans also seek the ultimate in qualia, that which the Almaas quote above discusses, and that which all newborn
humans are bathed in, the light-to-bliss experience.

Any suggestions and feedback appreciated!

July 3, 2005

It's Yahweh! No, it's Allah, you fleabitten !@*$)&^!

Someone on a Yahoo list wrote:

>Certain dialects in India still don't have Bibles, Indonesia etc.

Well, thank God for small favors!

> As for Enki/Enlil, he whoever he is, is not the one true God. Allah is not
> either. He is the Moongod of the ancient tribes of Arabia. He was
> adopted by Mohammed and thus their flag has the crescent moon etc.
> I won't go into all that at the moment, but Yaweh is the one true
> God/Father of all mankind.

Rant Alert
This "One True Name Confusion and Hassle" has been ongoing ever since the first proto-humans climbed over the hill and insisted that the proto-humans in the next valley bow down to the visitors' very sacred Gigi Stick or else risk being ex-craniated.

The problem with _all_ religions is that all of them, like fresh peaches, do not travel well, but instead pick up noxious elements the moment they are exported away from their place of origin (and connection to their spirits of place) or written down. Sacred books have caused more anguish than understanding, in my humble opinion, and should never have been written in the first place. In fact I think it's writing things down that allowed the patriarchy to unseat the ancient matriarchal societies. Sacred books were merely the followers' attempts to duplicate the Followed's experiences instead of just going out and living their own. Monty Python's film "The Life of Brian" sums this up perfectly, all the way through to the final three-part chorus of "Only Look At The Bright Side Of Life - tah-tah!"

It's the old story of the charismatic/ecstatic's behavior being codified and
co-opted by an upwelling priest caste who are absolutely positive that they know what 'path' is in the best interests of the rest of humanity. And of course the charismatic/ecstatics then need to be controlled, or perhaps killed so that later they can be safely beatified and their bones made into new Gigi Sticks and worshipped.

In my humble opinion, 'paths' are merely worn-out spots in the meadow where too many creatures have followed each other "religio'd" (re-tied) nose-to-tail out of fear of what lurked 'out there somewhere off the beaten path.' I prefer the Dionysian romp to the heavy-hoofed Apollonian clomp. Also I think we should respect the tribal gods and goddesses of each and every valley tribe and not try to inflict our own valley's spirits on them. What, you don't know your valley spirits? How impoverished! How uncivilized! How boorish! How sad! My admiration goes out to those tribes who know the names and histories of their nature spirits, water sprites, their rocks and trees, their overarching archetypes and elementals, such as the Australian aborigines and the Santal tribals in India. THESE are truly noble and wise people.

We, the hurry-up-and-do-it-our-way-or-die invaders, some day will have to acknowledge our monstrous cruelties and terrible tortures in the name of the One True Religion (Christianity, Materialism, Science, Democracy). Since I believe in reincarnation, I am so grateful that all priest caste and warrior caste and robber baron folk will be eager to be born into impoverished, beaten-down Third World environments where they can balance their debts to the universe -- and in turn be forced by religious goons into joining a book-of-rules religion and to wear the modest banana leaf over the genitalia so as to inflame the prurient imaginations of the invaders, etc. etc. By the way, nothing is less arousing than sheer, innocent nudity, as I learned on the hippie communes.

Also, by the way:
YAHWEH is an all-vowel breath mantra so that you can die with the
name of God on your lips.
ALLAH, is a heartbeat mantra, so that the last sound your body makes
is the name of God.
The Yahweh and Allah tribes have been fighting over this for aeons: 'God is breath!'
'No, God is heartbeat!' 'No, dammit, God is breath!' etc. etc. ad infinitum.

I like to combine the two:
on the inhale and on the heartbeat: Eee-aaah
on the exhale and on the heartbeat: Oooh-weh-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah
(flapping the tongue on the lah-lah's against the roof of the mouth)

Then I just lah-lah on the heartbeat for a while. Yummy!
The rest of it is just background noise, if it wasn't killing so many
people. Sometimes it makes me think I got off at the wrong planet.